Just tired. Exhausted. Physically, I guess, but mostly mentally. Cognitively. I’d like to turn off my mind just for a moment or two. My eyelids are heavy and I know that sleep is my only solace.
An old piece of art that I recently finally completed and sent off to a friend
Quote: “Once the realization is accepted that even between the closest human beings infinite distances continue, a wonderful living side by side can grow, if they succeed in loving the distance between them which makes it possible for each to see the other whole against the sky.”
-Rainer Maria Rilke
A new world because this one doesn’t suit us.
A new language because this one doesn’t explain us.
A new outlook because this one just depresses us.
A new mind because this one only confuses us.
I recline back into the passenger seat and let the wind stroke my hair. The air is young and the music is loud, and I absorb the moment since my knowledge of time tells me that it won’t last forever, even if it feels like it should. You can’t really control things like that.
LA at night looks as if all of the stars in the sky fell on top of one city, and stacked them selves in a particular way that makes them look like lights in the windows of skyscrapers and surrounding buildings. I knew I wouldn’t run into any old unpleasant friends at a goth club, and in this I found some peace.
Youthful voices harmonized imperfectly to the pop songs blasting at a high volume, some empty beer cans tumbled around the trunk and some laughter bounced around our ears. It would be a fun night, and we all knew it. There’s always something special that lies within anticipation.
But now I can feel my eyelids drooping and my conscious drearily rely on autopilot just to stay functioning, and although it’s a helpless feeling, it’s also a strangely pleasant one.
I exist. It is soft, so soft, so slow. And light: it seems as though it suspends in the air. It moves.
So the people following me right now know that this is a blog for all of my writing/art stuff, but I just figured out that I can make another blog on this same account. So you should all follow my blog where I actually tumble/reblog stuff like a normal person.
Just follow both of my blogs, I’m gonna be cool on both.
That’s all. I love all 28 of you.